then sometimes it hits

and I miss him so much.



all it took was a song that came on a tv show I was watching. I just lost it.

Then I was looking for something to see if I had blogged it but could find it. but I did find this when I posted over the new year.



Funny thing is thats when he messaged me, Little did I know with this post and our first few emails he was going to be the person to change my life.



I wish I could change our ending