Just when I think I'm doing better I'm not

I haven't been eating much. I fall asleep early but wake up after dreaming about him. I hate waking up and facing the day knowing he's not a part of my day anymore.




He comes off like he doesn't care at all which is the hardest as I sit here and Cry.



I'm trying to focus on the things I really want out of life and me, but what I wanted out of life was him and I.




I've even tried having a celebrity crush.

I wish I knew what to do.