Scared

I think this has happened to me so many time that I just now wait for it to happen. Its been 2 weeks now and things are going well. We've even talked about doing things in October but I think I still keep waiting for it happen. For him to realize he wants something else or that I am annoying or something.

I wonder when I will be able to breathe and just enjoy.

I don't think this has anything to do with me as I think I am pretty great and who wouldn't want to be with me but despite how great I am and that I can this about everything 

I just don't know what it is. We just don't click I don't know, does anyone?

Caring about people is always scary so I guess all I can do is enjoy myself and try and not overthink it.